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Published in the BLEGH blog

·Jun 8

An Unexpected Reality

In the year of our Lord, 2020 Gatecreeper tacked on another banger of an EP to their growing list of unforgettable albums. The day it was released on Spotify, my reaction was the same as many on the internet; a resounding “Wait, what the fuck?” Gatecreeper and their record label…

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Published in Manic Expressive

·Apr 27

See Deez ____

I recently picked up my CD collection from mom & dad’s house. Spanned over two boxes of jewel cases and a cloth CD car organizer in my childhood bedroom closet were years of paper route and fast food money in the form of digitally compressed music. Going through the collection…

Music

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Published in the BLEGH blog

·Apr 16

chapter 3:

Chapter 3: Forced to Stay || Chapter 3: Forced to Stay The camera scans the ground. Glass spheres are strewn about, some dark and broken, others intact and full of light. The driver holds a freshly broken sphere and inhales the vapors that once filled it. Bound to the trunk…

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Published in the BLEGH blog

·Mar 23

chapter 2:

God Knows || God Knows The headlights are gone. Lights blink open and closed like eyes watching from the trees and the pillars of a tomb. The stone door opens as the driving force of instruments slows and the seven strings begin to chug. The driver now rests in the…

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Published in the BLEGH blog

·Mar 17

chapter 1:

Where Light Divides The Holler || Where Light Divides The Holler Tires screech and the car careens wildly into a tree, throwing the driver through the windshield. Bryan Garris takes a deep breath and belts one of his iconic screams in earnest. While the uniqueness of his vocal style didn’t…

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Published in the BLEGH blog

·Mar 9

a tear in the fabric of life

Growing up in the time of ninety-nine cents per song, file sharing, and skip — repeat — shuffle options; the early 2000’s would’ve made it appear as if the album were dead. Though now that I think about it, there really was no good ol’ days when the idea of…

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Published in Manic Expressive

·Dec 1, 2020

astral projection

This was originally a commission piece but the sale fell through, and honestly I couldn’t have been happier. I painted this after a night I saw my body during a dream. I have extremely vivid dreams to begin with, and while growing up, my sister would look up our dreams…

Art

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astral projection
astral projection

Published in Manic Expressive

·Nov 28, 2020

thirty day supply

Whether you’re looking at a piece of my art, reading a poem of mine, or having a conversation with me, I find zero shame in discussing mental health. I’ve found what works best for me is learning healthy coping skills, verbalizing my emotions inside and outside of therapy sessions, and…

Art

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thirty day supply
thirty day supply

Published in Manic Expressive

·Nov 28, 2020

apfelschuss

I think this one occurred as organically as a piece could. At the time I was doing a lot of mixed media stuff so I’d just flip through old catalogs and magazines, ripping out pages left and right if I spotted something. If I couldn’t find what I wanted, I’d…

Art

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apfelschuss
apfelschuss

Published in Manic Expressive

·Nov 28, 2020

alienated

I hadn’t been painting for very long when I painted alienated. At the time, I had a tube of red, yellow, and blue, plus white and black. I would see all these different colors of acrylic paint at the store and even though I was sure they had their applications…

Art

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alienated
alienated
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